I can't decide if it's a whole lot of nothings or just too few somethings that's been eating at me these past few weeks. I keep thinking and thinking and thinking when there's really not much to think about and it's driving me crazy, all this nitpicking and fuss over absolutely nothing ( Read more... )

The reason why I'm finding it so hard to think about the future these days is because I had always pictured you in it. And really, it's just been a lot easier to avoid thinking about it than deal with the gaping black hole you left eating its way through everything else. As if this whole "future" business wasn't scary enough to begin with, now I ( Read more... )